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A Rotten World
04:34
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A ROTTEN WORLD @ A CONVERSATION WITH GOD
In the silent hour of midnight
Can’t you see why they’ve left me alone?
I don’t know, I could not say...
Can’t you see the reason for this?
When I feel betrayed by all I’ve known?
How I wish we never met...
Deep inside I know they’d feel so happy
When they don’t see my face
And they still expect things to be normal
Like before, oh how nice!
As I endured in this rotten world
With hope and light far away
I almost lost my faith in me
And still my fate never changed...
Despair and agony within
That only You’d understand
Despite I’m doing all my best
I know that they never cares
Tell me why do I feel that only I have a heart?
In the shadowed grace of all my honesty
I’m still lost...
But comes tomorrow; will I see another day?
Maybe not...
Hey God!
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My Shattered Heaven
04:45
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MY SHATTERED HEAVEN
Falling down from grace
I saw trails of blood in black
No more tearful goodbyes
As I plunge into the depths
Lost have I the light
On my steps of thorns and shame
In this Circle of Life
Do I still have a place?
Bestow upon me some faith
To piece this heaven of mine
Like withered hopes in my hands
Will they still have a good home?
I ride this whisper of Death
On battered pride to the sky
This gleaming field in my mind
Will you destroy it again?
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Blue Morning Rain
03:31
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BLUE MORNING RAIN
Verse 1
If you’d give me just a moment of your time
I would take you back home through darkened skies
When our lives were but days of golden rain
Still I’d cry for the day we said goodbye
Chorus 1
So forgiveness is gone now?
Will the sunrise unfreeze our hearts?
Where do heartbreakers turn to?
Will they find out how much they’d lose?
Verse 2
For the love of the blue morning rain
And the fire-lit skies on the day we met
I would walk through the flames just to say I told you
That I can’t walk away from what we’ve done...
Chorus 1
So forgiveness is gone now?
Will the sunrise unfreeze our hearts?
Where do heartbreakers turn to?
Will they find out how much they’d lose?
Chorus 2
Am I the reason we’re so cold?
Did we take things too fast too soon?
Should I pick up the pieces now?
Or maybe I’m just a sheltered fool?
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Sweet Little Angel
03:26
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SWEET LITTLE ANGEL
Sweet little Angel, darling of my heart
You looked so happy in the field
Sweet little Baby, apple of my eye
Brightens my life forevermore…
You were a fighter, beacon of courage
Even when pain became your friend
You always told me, you’ll always love me
And “Don’t you cry for me no more”…
Never did once you’d stopped spreading laughter
Beaming with hope when there was none
Always so cheerful, everybody loves you
Braving your illness with a smile…
Though it’s been two years, still I would see you
Sharing a laughter with your friends
Here on this golden field, under the blue sky
I know you’ve found your peace…
Sweet little Angel, darling of my heart
You looked so happy in the field
Sweet little Baby, apple of my eye
Brightens my life forevermore…
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And So I Walked Away
04:00
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AND SO I WALKED AWAY
I’ve painted my future gold
I’ve colored my past in silver
Proud I was of all my planning
So secured in facing the world
But in the midst of my planned life
I could never thought I’d meet you
Yeah, we were so happy at first
You’ve shown me the life of Lovers’ Leap
But then it started
My world unravelled
Two years since we met
I saw your true side
And so I walked away
With nothing left to say
And so I walked away
Into the darkness of the night
It’s really not the same
I never liked this game
‘Cos I love life but you destroyed
All hope and turned it black!
You’d said you’d never hurt me
But there was venom in each your words
You’ve watched my every move
But when I asked you’d act so surprised
When we argued you’re always on top
You would never let me speak my mind
All my beautiful things turned to gray
This despite you apologized
Though I know you’ve changed your ways
Yeah, I see you’re different now
But I fear you’d never learn
Thus the pain remained inside
And so I walked away
With nothing left to say
And so I walked away
Into the darkness of the night
It’s really not the same
I never liked this game
‘Cos I love life but you destroyed
All hope and turned it black!
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6. |
Nowhere Bound
04:40
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NOWHERE BOUND
Verse 1:
This is a song of simple feelings
Of which no one would care much to hear
A sense of emptiness so deep and pure
A salt in the wound that festers still
Verse 2:
I saw the young and old went hand-in-hand
Into the path so golden…
And saw the sense of satisfaction that
They painted in their hearts
Verse 3:
I saw the dreamer and his dreams realised
And hey, so what, lucky you!
I heard the teacher and his sick dementia
And how his acts came undone!
Verse 4:
Then there were times when I screamed to myself
“Take me home, this is not my world!”
But when I woke up in my dreary room
That’s one wish that had kept me sane
Verse 5
And so that’s how my life had been these days
A living dead of yesterdays
I don’t know why they’d never let me be
And stop making me their wretched doormat!
Verse 6
But what can I do, they made themselves dumb
And yes, they don’t know that!
And so that’s one thing that could make me smile
Though I don’t know for what...
Verse 4:
Then there were times when I screamed to myself
“Take me home, this is not my world!”
But when I woke up in my dreary room
That’s one wish that had kept me sane!
Bridge
Down in the dumps, I’m down on my luck
Kicking up the dust on the windy street
Listening to the sounds of shattered hopes
Picking up the pieces on my way home
Chorus:
But home is never gonna be the same
This big city had lost its charm
I sigh at the moment of the setting sun
But I know that nobody cares
Living out my life among these fools
And without a chance to touch the light…
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7. |
Hidden Pictures
05:15
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HIDDEN PICTURES
When I feel lonely I will take your pictures out of my mind
<And away we go, and away we go>
You look so happy when you’re with me as we talk about our love
<And away we go, and away we go>
Though in reality you’re thousand miles away from me
And probably you would have someone beside you
I would have gone to find you but I couldn’t
Get it right
That was so long ago but seemed like only yesterday…
But what can I do in the midst of all those you love?
This homely soul could never stood a chance to be yours
Yes, we weren’t even friends, to you I was just a face
How can you get to see inside my heart?
So tell me why…
<I’m so lonely, I was so lonely, I will be lonely, always…forever…>
Throughout my empty days and nights you were the one who made it right
<Yeah, you touched my heart, And you made me smile>
I couldn’t think of daydreams beautiful enough than me and you <Though you seemed so near, but you’re just too far>
As much as I would wanted to be a part of you
You’re always in the sun and I’m just a shadow
I’ve watched you through the thick and thin of our schooling years
Your smile would always lit my life for the better part
But what can I do in the midst of all those you love?
This homely soul could never stood a chance to be yours
Yes, we weren’t even friends, to you I was just a face
How can you get to see inside my heart?
So tell me why…
<I’m so lonely, I was so lonely, I will be lonely, always…forever…>
So here’s my resignation note to all my shattered hopes and dreams <And the tears, the sighs, and the silent stares…>
And I will always be with you my darling memories of old…
<And away we go, and away we go, and away we go, and away we go…>
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8. |
This Old Playground
06:05
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THIS OLD PLAYGROUND
(Verse 1)
I hear a distant rumble
From the outside world
My bed is now my life
My air is purified
I lay inside a plastic drape
Alone in this dark room
My pain is now my company
My hope has gone away
(Verse 2)
I saw my favourite pastimes
Had moved on far away
This old playground that I’m in
Is only in my mind...
I’m looking through some weary eyes
My body’s wasted now
The path of gold that I walked on
Had turned to dust right now...
(Chorus)
And in my darkest hour
I laid my heart to rest
Robbed was I from Life itself
I have lost all will to live
Both my eyes are dry as rock
From tears towards my fate
I try to face my Maker now
To find a better place
(Verse 3)
To find a better place
A playground in the sky
Beyond all tears and pain
Where I can smile again...
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9. |
For One Last Time
05:40
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FOR ONE LAST TIME
Verse 1
Fifteen years had came and went
The sky is not bright blue anymore
Though the sun still shines, and life moved on
Yet the fateful day seems like yesterday…
Verse2
Long ago, there were six good friends
Seven year olds, still new on earth
The days of school, had just begun
A friendship was born that could never die
(Chorus)
There we were laughing at each other
Playing games that we like to play
Singing songs that we want to sing
We never know that life is hard
Cracking jokes that we can laugh at
Yeah we fought but it never lasted
We forged our friendship to last forever
Nothing on earth could separate us…
Verse3
…Five years later, a tragedy struck
My very best friend, got hit by a truck
We could only watched, as he fell to the ground
A blood-red fate undeserving of him…
Verse4
…I still recalled his painful cry
As he laid on that rainy road
But as he saw me crying next to him
He wiped my tears before he died…
(Chorus)
There we were laughing at each other
Playing games that we like to play
Singing songs that we want to sing
We never know that life is hard
Cracking jokes that we can laugh at
Yeah we fought but it never lasted
We forged our friendship to last forever
Nothing on earth could separate us…
Verse5
…And on this day of that fateful day
We came to visit his resting place
A flowered mound, a peaceful plain
And with him buried our memories…
Verse6
But at least we know that he’s free at last
To play in the gardens of Paradise
I pray to God to bless his soul
As I shed my tears, for one last time….
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Shadowed Grace Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
The Shadowed Grace is what light is to all darkness, what grief is to the hopeful...and what death is to the hopeless! A cry for help from a lost Star Child longing to return back to one's home in the universe.
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